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2012 resolution

2011-12-30T03:29:00.000-08:00

2012 is reaching and I only have one resolution for the year...

to SLIM DOWN hopefully by July.. :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

happy anniversary

2011-11-26T05:06:00.000-08:00

happy first anniversary baby! :) we have gone through many bits and pieces in this one year.. there are happy ones, sad ones, but it's all memorable ones.. hope that we can create many years of memories. I love you baby! 

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2011-11-18T15:12:00.000-08:00

One more week to our first Anniversary.. although my plans are kind of ruin but we will still be celebrating this special day tgt.

bf is out of town for five days! today is the second day.. but we are in contact through whatsapp and talkbox to hear his voice. :) awaits for him to be back on mon!

I realize I will be 'sister' three times next year! friends one by one getting married, hopefully it will be my turn soon!?! but this kind of thing can't be rush, must hv enough money to hv a memorable wedding! :) anyway, seeing my friends getting married to a good husband, I'm happy for them.. 你们一定要幸福喔！and not forgetting my sis! she will be holding her customary wedding in July next year! so happy and excited for her! :)

3 more weeks to KOREA!

2011-11-06T15:17:00.000-08:00

我真的很不开心。我发现原来我对你一点都不重要。我不断地再努力，可是完全都没有用。我真的累了。好累啊！我不知道我还能坚持多久，只能走一步算一步。:(

2011-11-01T18:42:00.001-07:00

I'm so happy when I received a letter from the lost & found dept from the police post.. They said they found my property!

Earlier on, after election, we went to kovan hawker centre to have our lunch, I think I dropped my ic at that point of time.. Which inclusive of my ezlink card too. So suay..

Went to police post, all tell me theres not a need to report, just go to ica to replace ic will do.. Waiting for a mth plus before I go and make a replacement for my ic.. And paid $100 for it.. After everything they say if I ever found my ic before 2/11, they will refund me the fee..

And last week, I received the letter that my property is found! Mad happy. Cos I'm left with 1st n 2nd nov to be able to get back the refund.. I think I'm pretty lucky. Hehehe, hope my luck will follow me all the way! :)

2011-10-21T00:51:00.001-07:00

I'm back to BLOGGING! as I have just downloaded the app. Hahahaha.

Update a lil of myself..

Still working with gmd but I guess I'm leaving soon? Lol. Wanted to change industry. :)

Hmm, my piggy is finally going to settle down with her bf of 10years? This December! Congratulations to you and stay blissful!

My NPY got married earlier this year and her actual wedding will be nov next year! Congrats to her too.:)

So happy that all my friends are getting married one by one.. When will it be my turn?!? Hahaha.

Bf and I are still as loving as before. Disturbing each other, I love the way we are now. Although he doesn't express his feelings out but I know he do love n dote on me a lot! Thanks baby for everything! We are going to KOREA + SHANGHAI this dec! So looking forward to it!!! :))

Sis actual wedding next year! Going to slim down a bit by next year to be a pretty sister of hers! Haha.

I hv a total of three weddings to attend next year! Will there be more coming up?!? :)

2010-11-29T05:43:00.000-08:00

Hope things do last this time round... =)

2010-11-07T00:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday when I woke up, I received a msg from him... I feel
kinda happy cos I know at tt point of time he thought of me. I don't know how long all these can last. But I'm happy with what I have now. I can't predict what will happens in future so I will just cherish now. =) thanks for accompanying me whenever you can. I appreciate it.

2010-10-29T11:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday don't know why just couldn't fall aslp. So find things to think, and I thought of him again. Not that I still can't get over him,not that I still love him or whatsoever, is just part of my memories. I know I won't forget this person as he played a part in my life. I didn't think of how sweet or happy we were last time. But I think of what I have done for him. I find myself putting quite a bit of effort on him. Friends and family should know I'm sucks in handicraft, play pictionary,nobody will know what I'm drawing. I'm not creative as well. But for him, I did cards for special occasions, I even trouble my lover to give me ideas on how to make a card,I think for our 1st anniversary. Though it dun turn out to be "WOW!" bt I really put in effort on it. For our six months anniversary, I did a photo album for him/us. I bought a big one as I thought we could put many pictures in but after that month, I didn't have e chance to put in yet,just plain lazy. Haha. I saw my sister doing some handicraft thing, and I find it cute. So I did a Cupid for him for v.day. I get a bit frustrated doing it for I forgot what reason,but in e end I still manage to do it and gave it to him. Cny'09, again, I see my sis n mum doing the sweet basket using angbaos. I decided to do one for his family. It's not an easy job I can say. But in my mind, there's only one thinking, it's for him so no matter how uneasy it is, I must complete it and pass it to him, I know he would feel pleased. He did told me gt ppl praise the basket is nice. :) I'm not someone who cooks but I tried cooking for him when he went to work during one of the weekends. I cooked fried rice for him, he finished it all! Hehe. The second time, I cooked 3 dishes 1 soup for him. Though all not cooked by myself bt I did help out. Seeing him eating those dishes happily and give me those "it's really nice" feeling make my effort all worthwhile. The third time n also e last time I cooked for him, it's mee sua. As he complained saying he long time never eat mee sua on his bday le, so hearing that, I purposely went back hm first to cook mee sua for him and bring it to his hse. Although it turned out to be saltish bt seeing the smile on his face made me happy too. The first and last time he cooked for me, I was really happy. Although it's nt those yummy yummy dishes, bt I feel delightful eating what he has cooked for me. It's nice and I'm really happy at tt pt of time. :) I'm saying all these now is not wanting to tell ppl anything but is I think in these two years, I give my all to the relationship. I find myself really in a courtship, unlike my previous, which I find it nth to me. I had a lovely two years with him, now that we have gone separate ways, and not even contacting each other, which I find it better for us. I know u r leading your life happily, so do I. Thanks.

I still remember this phrase, we are fully-boiled.

2010-07-30T09:24:00.000-07:00

2 months plus has passed. Seems like I haven really get over it.. It really takes time to forget, becos when we r tgt, we really meet everyday, cos same co, everything oso do tgt, out of a sudden, the companion left so I'm very not used to it. Being single isn't that bad afterall, becos I can do whatever I like, no longer need to think of e other party. I think he feels this way too that's y he's happier now. I have been telling myself to be strong, nt to think anymore. But whenever I'm alone, all those memories just flash through my mind. Why is it so hard to let it go this time rd? Say he treat me very good, no not really. So I don't know why I still cnt get over him.. Bt if u ask me do I still love him a lot? The answer is no.

I put in a lot of effort in this relationship. Always hoping that he will be happy with me. Always hoping that he will appreciate e things that I have done. Who and whatever that may affect this relationship, I will try to avoid. This he definitely don't know bout it. I've been trying very hard to make this relationship works but still, I failed to. I hope I can be a happier person next yr. This yr isn't a good year to me. =) it is going to be sept, I don't know how am I going to spend it. Being at hm? Work? I don't have e feel to celebrate this yr anyway. Good luck pls come to me soon!

Night everyone!

2010-07-05T16:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was like a dream....

Forgetting him needs time.. I won't force myself to forget him. Cos I know e more I want to forget, the more I can't. Time is e factor now. Mayb one day when I wake up, I will realise that I no longer think of him.. Finding someone that you can really share everything with him is hard, this is also mayb why I took so hard to get over this relationship. I just want to clarify on my previous post I wrote I thought of him again, it's nt during my sis rom, but it's on the next day, just thought of him suddenly. =)

recently or should I say just yesterday, I lost a fren.. A fren that is always there for me. I'm sorry.

2010-07-04T00:40:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was my sis and nic's rom day!!!

We went there early to do out hair and make up. Everything was started ard 7. The solemnisation is super sweet and touching! Glad that sis has found her love of her life! Had buffet dinner after that. The food was quite nice- and photoshoting all the way. Photos will be uploaded soon, in fb!

我又想起你了。不知道为什么到现在你还是不停地在我脑海里出现。我很想把你给忘掉，可是我真的办不到。只怪我太爱你，所以才这么难忘。 I tried to forget you, telling myself you aren't that good afterall, but it is unsuccessful. I guess you also never think that actually I love you more than you know. I myself also don't know until tt day you left.

2010-06-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

Up to now, I am still thinking.. Thinking of the happy moments, thinking of why must he leave.. He's someone that can really understands me, know what I really want, and knows how to handle me. He may not be a good one to others but, those lil things he done only I can see it.. I didn't know why I will love him so much, I have been trying to make myself happy, but deep down in my heart, there's something missing, that's him.. He got his ways to make me happy.. Of cos he made me really upset since that day.. Why I don't hate him or anything? Cos all e happy moments have covered it. We are always having e same reactions, when I showed one expression, he knew what I meant.. He knew what I am thinking most of e time.. He will always give me advices when I'm troubled.. He's someone I really click very well with. I can be myself only when I'm with him.. Cos he accept all stupid nonsenses I've said and done. He laugh at my stupid and crazy actions, he do funny actions to make me laugh when I'm upset. With him around, it brightens my day.. Without him, my days are dark.. I din know what am I suppose to do everyday. I worked, go out, home, and this is my everyday routine. If I really go back hm everyday aft work, I guess I will go crazy. I know he is happier now, feeling really carefree now.. I know I don't bring him enough happiness, e sparks in our rs is no longer there. That's why he no longer looking forward and see anything more in this rs.. I thought I have forgotten him almost completely. But I realise, not at all. Even if I don't find him anymore, I still can't get over him.. He's still somewhere in my mind. Which I told myself nt to think anymore. Writing this post made me breakdown again. I miss him, yes I do. But I always show a strong front to everyone. Including him. I showed him I no longer care, but deep down, I'm feeling really upset.

Alan, u have been great to me. No matter what, I will remember each and every thing that we have gone through. Thanks for giving me a wonderful memories which I will keep it in heart. 我依然没变。

2010-06-16T17:37:00.001-07:00

In the month of may, there are happy and sad moments. Happy moments are we hit the 2nd yr, he cooked for me for the very first time, though it is just simple dishes but it melted my heart. As i know he put an effort to cook. We went for cycling, like the 3rd time, but it made us closer. We ate crab after tt though nt the best tt I've eaten but I enjoyed myself that day. And one more thing, he brought me to OBOLO, a place that I wanted to go for cakes!! I tot our rs is as sweet as the cakes but I'm wrong, we celebrated out 2 yrs on the 15th and everything is vanished on the 20th. It's the saddest moment I had after so long. What I'm really sad about is you changed too tremendously. Within 5 days.. Or should I say 3 days.. Never will I tot u will left, never will I tot things will change, I've been trying my best to be a better gf but my effort is thrown in the bin. I just can tell myself we are not fated to be together. And you are not belong to me. Now that we became stranger, pls take good care of urself.

I got better recently, Yes only till recently. Not completely though. I may take even longer if he is not with me. He has been acc me everyday. From days I really crazy over the break up till now starting to move on. So I'm really grateful to have friends and family ard me. Of cus they can only console me, I must stand up myself. I said everything above not becus I still can't get over it but I wan to tell everyone I will be fine. And I'm getting happier and happier each day. =) thanks for all the concerns.

HAPPY BDAY, WXH!

P.s I not only msg n fb u leh, oso blogged up. So I'm better than how u wish oyt. LOL!

2010-06-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

~~HAPPY TWO YEARS AND ONE MONTH TO YOU DARLING!~~

2010-06-08T07:11:00.001-07:00

It has been so long since I get really happy. Not that I putting a fake smile infront of everyone but I'm just wun get super happy cos of anything. But yesterday I'm really happy, touched,surprised. It's something tt even the one tt be with me for 2 years oso nv do before. Thanks hpy for the effort u made. I din expect that you will be so sweet.. Mayb you may think it's a small thing but it melted my heart at that moment. Wahaha. But don't mistaken, we are just hpy. And this is why he will do things tt make me happy. And he succeeded.

It is the 3rd week after the break up, 2days later is actually our 2 years 1 month. But too bad, we are no longer tgt. These 3 weeks without you is really hard to pass. Is really a torture to me. But I've survived. I think I will b stronger aft this. Nothing else will ever pull me down already cus even the most difficult task, I oso passed le. =) do I still love him? Yes, I still do but is a different feeling already. I hope I'm able to really get over soon and start afresh. He has his own lyfe and enjoying it now. So I must oso b happy and enjoy my lyfe even more.

This post is actually just to thank my hpy la. If there's no you, I think I will nt be able to recover so fast. Thanks for your accompany. =)

2010-05-21T22:52:00.000-07:00

These two days were really a toturing days for me.. I hv been lying on the bed, doing nth except for logging in msn,facebook n whatsapp. I don't even wish to step out of the house. I feel really tired no matter how much I slept. All I want is to slp, as to numb myself. It's like having depression but I'm glad I'm not. I cnt control myself for not finding him. He said really clearly.. And I think through already. This is better for us. We hv Been struggling in this relationship. Actually many times I wanted to give up, I know he do too. But we just can't bear to give up only. Till today, we hv really come to an end.. We must learn to get used to our lyfe without each other. We hv our individual lives nw. I won't interupt his n he won't interupt mine too. In this relationship, I learnt alot. There are many happy times which I believe none of us will forget.. We once gave each other happiness, tts more than enough. You can b really nice to me, but ur temper is something I can't tolerate. I know I've a bad temper too. So there is no right or wrong in this relationship. 2years is nt short nor long, but it marked down every joy n tears tt we hv gone through. I'm happy I'm able to accompany u for so long. But after today, I can no longer accompany you. I wish you all the best in your work,love,family.

2010-05-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

喝喝喝，整天只会喝。少喝一点不可以吗？它能陪者你到老吗？将来你老了，你一定会后悔！现在你应该很开心，因为再也不会有人打给你或转简讯给你问你还不要回家啊，已经不用向我交代了。这是你最开心的事吧？你所要的自由你拿到了。放心，我不会再烦你。将来的日子里，我们还会见面吗？还是吃个饭吗？我也不知道。那一天的到来就是我放下的时候。保重！少喝一点吧。=）

2010-05-20T01:14:00.001-07:00

I tot we can go to hong kong end of this year or next year..
I tot there will still be you with me on my birthday every year..
I tot we will create the best story ever in our lyfe..
I tot we do love each other a lot that we won't ever give up each other...
I tot you are the one..
I tot we can overcome everything that hit us..
I tot we can last really long..
I tot we can own a house of our own..
I tot we will have kids of our own..
I tot we can grow old tgt..

But everything is so impossible now.. All vanished into the air..
If I said I no longer love u, I'm lying.
This time rd I'm really hurt..

2010-05-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

Like what I mentioned in my fb, I will never ask you again. Why? Becos I'm sick and tired of all the excuses/reasons u had given me. Many ppl said, why u still ask her out, why u still bother bout her. It's nt the first time she treats you this way.. I really don't know why I still ask you out despite all these shit things u told me. Mayb becos I really do treat u s my good fren n I really hope we can maintain our friendship. But I guess our friendship is like a roller coaster ride. There will b some time we keep in touch, n after tt stop contacting. All my friendship are like this. We won't b contacting constantly. Yes, all of us are busy, but I still hope we could spare some time to catch up with one another.

身为很要好朋友的你，应该知道我最讨厌这种感觉。可是你一次又一次地这样对我让我放弃了。我不再会叫你出来了。因为我不想知道你的答案和借口。谢谢你每次在我不开心的时候鼓励我和听我诉苦.I think ＂男朋友＂this 3 words no
longer exist between us. As I think we are nt that close to be called s that. I'm sorry if my words hurts u or pissed you off. But just to tell you, I'm really pissed off long ago but just forget bout it and still treat u as my friend. I don't know wad to say already. Thank you.

Suddenly tot of a very close fren of mine which stays in msia. I tot of her after mtg up with ela n her coll. I missed those time when we go out n hv fun and laugh like crazy but I guess we won't b able to b like the past. Moreover we are no longer in contact. I hope she is doing fine and happy with her life now, s I heard she's getting married 2yrs ago?? Haha. I really hope to keep in contact with her as we click pretty well. It's called fate ba, I hope fate will bring the two of us tgt again n become good frens, once again. =)

2010-03-23T23:54:00.001-07:00

YES!!! 2 more days and I will b free.. It's a brand new start. I'm sure I will get a better one.

Going batam with my ex-coll to be on the 2-3rd apr. It's a short getaway bt we will surely enjoy.

After tt I will b more hardworking in finding job.. Hopefully can get one soon.

Going to b jobless bt I'm happy leaving this place.

2010-01-07T04:58:00.000-08:00

FIRST POST FOR THE YEAR 2010!

going for my bangkok trip soon (30/1-3/2)... looking forward to it!

ytd went out with jun,zhixin and ming. we went to have steamboat at punggol there. its a charcoal grilled steamboat. ate there from 8-10. eat till really full lo.. =) after that go punggol end for awhile then go home liao.

some time back, i treat darling to a jap restaurant to eat, quite a nice place to dine in.photos will be uploaded at facebook when i got it from bf.

my life now consists of not only bf, but still friends. this is what i want. although i have bf, but i oso need some friends that i can talk to. yes, i do not have much friends, but at least i have true friends which is JUN, SERENE,ZHIXIN,and my colleagues. thanks for being there! =)

2009-12-09T06:22:00.000-08:00

rented a car 1 month back. its a good experience. although spend quite alot. =)

have moved to the new office. its just opp shaw tower. its quite a nice office la.

hmmm.. got something to voice out but i guess no point saying it here. im getting tired of you.

having dept dinner tml. so pics will be updated soon i hope. hahaha.

2009-11-16T04:04:00.000-08:00

afterall,i still think it is very tiring.

maybe it is time to.......

2009-10-08T08:26:00.000-07:00

it has been quite a long time since i write a more detailed post already.

everything is fine for me. though everyday is just work, home, or bf home, but im still enjoying it. simple and sweet. sat will be par tor day for us. =>

last sat went to lover's hse becos of hari raya. helped her abit here n there. go giant with her in the morning and back to her house. glad that she is happy and enjoy herself that day. =) left her house bout 7. went back home and bath, after that went out again. haha. met up wilson n gf at bliss. ordered hot chocolate for myself and we ordered some small bites. after that we proceed to o bar located at upper sgn. stayed there till ard 2 and we went to punggol nasi lemak. ate chicken wing only den we drove home le. a tiring but enjoyable day!

this sat going to my another coll house. hehe. after that meeting bf for dinner.

elaine - it had been sometime since we last met. i know we just met during my bday party. but im busy entertaining other guests too. im sorry if i neglected u in any way. =) meet up soon! saw ur pics that u took with jg. got kissing pic some more hor. stay sweet! glad that u and jg are still as loving. =))

shujun - u said meet on the 2nd week next month hor. dont bluff me. im waiting for u to treat me leh. haha. see you soon!

serene - im sorry that im unable to join u for the course. i hope u understand my situation. i dont want to regret after applying for the course. as im nt very good in studying. i fear i might waste money n time. i will only study when i have the determination. meet up soon too ya?!? =)

meimei - from my bday say want come office find me till now still haven come. ur slipper still with me leh. faster come office find US! =)

my life, it only revolve bf,bf,bf. i seldom contact or go out with my friends already. not that i do not want to ask them out. but is, whenever i ask, frens will just reject, or just say some other days. and in the end, the "day" will drag till dont know when. so ever since friends behaving this way, ive stop asking them out. i will just wait for them to ask. sometimes, i will be thinking, who is my best friend? who can i turn to when i have problems? who i can go shopping and makan with? the person i can think of is only my bf. he is the only one who will always be by my side no matter what. never will he reject me. im thankful im able to find someone like him.

i hear many problems from other ppl, and i really think im lucky that ive met him. a person that is so true, wont hide his feeling or whatever from me. i hope nothing will ever change between the 2 of us. *loved*

2009-10-04T00:51:00.000-07:00

for my bday pictures, you can view them at facebook. =)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=153560&id=614631561&l=a1a13689aa

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=154054&id=614631561&l=50884f509f

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=154538&id=614631561&l=5816fa884e

2009-09-10T08:27:00.000-07:00

celebrating my 21st birthday tomolo. looking forward to it!! =))))

pictures will all be uploaded by next week hopefully. hahaha

2009-08-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

i realise nowadays humans are very petty, very sensitive and cant take jokes.

why must i always be the one giving in.

i feel so useless, as nobody bother to make the first move.

i feel that they can do without me, i feel so unimportant.

probably im just a passer-by to them

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im not refering to any particular person for this post. so dont mistaken that im refering to whoever.

2009-08-23T00:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to bf's sis house becos his niece 1st birthday! they ordered high tea buffet. n dear's mum cooked beehoon. eat abit only n im full le. haha. i really get full n hungry easily lo. stayed there from 1-4.

after that we went town to shop, bought myself a top. had dinner at koufu western. i ate baken pasta while bf had dory fish. after that we tot of watching movie - where got ghost. cine side sold out already. so we walked to ps to take a look, first timing sold out. but there is still 11pm one. in the end we din watch. go arcade n play for awhile. played photohunt and another 2 games from that machine. aft that darling played ghost squard.

when we left arcade, i told darling, " its ard 11 liao, can watch where got ghost". i din expect him to say, lets go. see got seat not. haha. so we go ask the counter, surprisingly, theres seat and its 4th row from the back. as we see the screen, its selling fast liao. so we purchase the tickets, buy drink and went into the cinema. the show is indeed funny and stupid. as for the scary part, there is abit la. haha.

i admit that, the older m i, the more timid i am. i feel like watching orphan but im scare la. hahaha.

anw, photos for his niece birthday will be uploaded once i got it.

2009-08-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

OKAY! a new skin. its actually a good sign, meaning i wont be putting blogspot aside and not updating already. but is just for the time being. as i have nth much to update, lost the interest of posting. anw, give comment to the skin.. =)) i going to slp now. bye, update soon! very soon, probably next week.

2009-08-12T04:14:00.000-07:00

DEAD BLOG? =) not so soon..

a lil update here..

i cooked something for my bf on our 1 year 3 months anniversary. is just a simple meal, which is FRIED RICE. haha. guess what? he actually say its nice. i know whether is it really nice or the other way round, he will still say its nice.. hehe. anyway, i forget to take a picture of it la. so no photos to blog.

hmm.. birthday is just another 1 month plus time. quite look forward to it. hopefully it will be a memorable one. =) i hope all my friends will be able to attend. plan to make invitation cards and send to all. hehe. so rem to check ur mail box soon okays.

now waiting for my bf to finish work and come my hse and have dinner.

thats all for today. blog again SOON!

2009-08-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

one more day to jayelle bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

one more day to 1 yr 3 months.

nothing else to blog liao. i think tis will be a dead blog soon. BYE!

2009-08-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

went to watch ndp preview on the 25th july.

to view the pics, pls go to: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=134529&id=614631561&l=b8cf2a054e

2009-07-31T22:12:00.000-07:00

meeting elaine later for wilber pan wei bo mini concert. as she got free tics. =)

9more days to 1 year 3months. time flies. i hope we can overcome everything together. loved*

2009-07-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

decided not to go anywhere in sept. shall go either by the end of dec or next yr jan. though wont be going anywhere for my birthday, but im sure it will still be a memorable one. =))

serene asked me why i nv update blog one. i really nothing to update la, not dont wan update. as my life is the same. work,home,or out with boyfriend. seldom meet friends cos all working. but meeting jun tml to pass her something. hehes. serene, meet up soon!

and ya, last sat went to jun's hse as she celebrating her bday. stayed for cake cutting session and aft a while i went off le. sorry, din stay till too long. hope you enjoyed youself that day. pics are all in fb. so view all the pics there. lazy to upload. haha.

and i realise nowadays all seldom upload pics le, all will jus say go my fb to view pics. everyone is like so into fb lo. haha. okay la, end here le. going to slp soon. =)

2009-07-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUJUN AKA NPY!

2009-07-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday my mum had helped me to book the kovan melody function hall so my birthday celebration is confirmed.

VENUE: kovan melody

DATE/DAY: 11th sept 09/Fri

TIME: 7pm

it will be a buffet style celebration. it may seems early to talk about my birthday. but im bored now and may lazy to update my blog too. =x any changes, will just update again.

and.. my bday hol till now hvn decide where to go, will only decide in aug. but no matter where we will be going, i will still be happy as i have bf by my side! =)

2009-07-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

random pictures....

SERENE & LINDA'S BDAY

PAINTBALL EVENT

THE 3 WARRIORS

AT ORCHARD CENTRAL

ENEN & ME

LOVER & ME

XH'S BDAY

2009-06-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

YAY! planning for my birthday trip liao.. most probably going to taiwan. =))

im looking forward to it.

anyway.. will upload the pics for the paintball event that my co held. paintball is very fun!

2009-05-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

ITS THE 4TH TIME!

i never knew humans can be so petty until i met u. if u not happy with me due to some reasons, let me know. dont jus get angry early in the morning, when happy already den come and tok to me. i tell you seriously, i HATE it! early in the morning get to see your BLACK FACE, totally spoil my mood. if its you, will you be happy getting to see a black face the moment you step into office? im sure you dont like it too. so STOP giving me that ~~fucking black face~~ anymore. im sick of it! for the 3rd time u are not happy with me, i knew the reason. probably the way i handle is wrong. but there is no reason for you to be angry for like 3 days then come and tok to me. that time i told myself, im not gonna bother bout you this PETTY anymore. but cos im soft hearted, i talked to you once again. fucking like 2weeks later, you not happy with me again without me knowing the reason. what the hell is wrong with you? is it really what my friends and all said? the older you are, the more petty you will be? im really very very sick of it already. this time round im not gonna bother about you. dont blame me for putting a cold shoulder towards you. is you who started it first. you can happy already then come talk to me. but i tell you, i cant and wont. cos its really too much. i have enough! if i were to leave BH, its you who made me leave. cos i dont wanna work with someone who is so petty. you may get to read this entry link from meimei's blog, but i cant be bothered. it will be even great if you get to read it cos you will know how exactly i feel towards you. i cant imagine this. i tot i could get along well with you this colleague, but how i know you becoming more and more petty. till i cant accept it. last time ppl tok bad about you. i jus listen and forget. cos you may not be what ppl said bout you. but now that i experience it, den i realise how right they are. but nvm, its not too late to realise. enough of my ranting. i feel so relieve after ranting it all out.

thankfully i still have my boyfriend, and not forgetting, my lover!

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2009-05-15T21:56:00.001-07:00

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2009-05-13T07:55:00.000-07:00

finally, i pass my BUSINESS LAW!

im so happy for myself. =))

2009-05-12T08:44:00.000-07:00

my baby cousin. cute&handsome right?

2009-05-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

as usual, view pic from bottom. hahaha.

my coach bag from bf

i like this pic. =)

marina square 1

marina square 2

marina square 3

in cab on the way home

the heeren 1

the heeren 2

the heeren 3

the heeren 4

black angus 1

black angus 2

black angus 3

labour day 1

labour day 2

the watch i bought for darling

the brand of the watch

2009-05-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

finally got some time to update my blog.

will jus roughly blogged bout how i spent my 1st anniversary with bf.

On fri, when i first reach office, i saw the box which i will put my leg up on it everyday on top of my bin. i was about to ask "WHO PUT THE BOX ON TOP OF MY BIN"? until i saw a very big bag behind. im so happy upon seeing the bag. its my present from darling. he purposely came to work early to put it below my desk and give me a surprise. thanks for making the effort dear! anyway, its a coach bag from him. i LOVE it! i was very happy and anxious the whole day so i din do any work. hahaha. in fact, i should say i din do any work everyday. what i do is jus talk talk talk with my lovely colleagues. =) after work, wait for darling to do finish his work at ard 615, and we headed to orchard- black angus. it specialise for steak but i ate salmon that day. we ordered 2 set dinner. i had steak soup, pan fried salmon and blue splash (a drink). darlind had clam chowder, teriyaki chicken and mango juice. the food there was okay only. after dinner was already going to 9pm. so we went to lido to see whether is there any movies that we are interested. wanted to watch the ramen girl but the available seats are too in front so we drop the idea. walked over to the heeren. actually jus want to go toilet and have some rest for our legs. but in the end dear bought a tie for himself. =) we have got nowhere else to go le. so we intended to go home since both of us were tired.

sat, darling stayover at my house again.

sun, we went the central for massage. its our first time there. i find it not really good. still prefer amore. hehes. we were late for the massage. becos we woke up at 11, prepared and ate lunch. by the time we went out is already 1pm. and i not feeling really well at that moment. having gastric pain. but i still want to go out cos its the actual day of our anniversary. i cant just stay at home and rest. so when on the way there, i feel really uncomfortable. feel like vomiting and headache. when reaching boon keng, i really cannot take it, and faster alight and find a seat to settle down. rested awhile and board the next train. but still feeling abit restless. finally theres ppl alight at dhoby ghaut so faster sit down. alighted at central and when i was going up the esculator, i feel really giddy and i almost black out. faster tell darling and i sat down. rested and bought orange juice after that. i think i lack of vitamin c la. after drinking, i feel so much better. haha. so.. massage till 3 plus and we walked around central and headed to marina square. had our dinner at food court and went to the music dreamer cafe. its a place where we can hear ppl that sings rather well. its kinda relaxing over there. =) left the place at 1030 and took bus 70 home.

i enjoyed myself with you, darling! thanks for the gift.

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY!

2009-05-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

darling come stayover on thur. we ordered kfc around going to 11. ate 1 chicken, im full already. hahaha. feel so great to have him by my side. able to be in his arms to sleep. slept really well that night. =) darling went home at 330 e next day. cos he got driving lesson at 5. met him again after that to go my aunt's house tgt with my sis n bro. cos my baby cousin birthday. she is just damn CUTE alright! had dinner and cake-cutting session. left the house after awhile. went to marina square with darling. cos got to change the size of the watch i gave him. he really skinny can.. change till e smallest size lo. after that went arcade. played shooting game with him. haha. first time he lose b4 me. maybe he protects me ba. help me shoot whenever the monster coming towards me. =) went to makansutra to have satays and chicken wings. actually im nt hungry lo. but darling smells the chicken wing smell while we are at the suntec underground. so he feel like eating. hahaha. took bus 70 home after that. i enjoyed myself alot these 2 days. =) thanks darling!

2009-04-29T21:23:00.000-07:00

had some problems between bf and i. but thankfully manage to solve everything within one hour? from this incident, i learn alot. colleague advised me. friend encourage me. im really thankful that at that point of time, i have them. if not i guess i will just break down.

met shujun ytd at cityhall. had our dinner at soup spoon. drank tomato soup. starting i find it quite nice but drink long liao will feel yucky. still prefer clam chowder and mushroom soup. bf came and look for me awhile. i find it sweet that he make effort to come and look for me. although is like a min thing. aft dinner, went to suntec. wanted to buy something from there. after thinking, decided not to buy already. shujun said not worth it. and i also think so. probably i will buy it only when im married? haha. headed to marina square after that. search for outlets that got sell the thing i had in mind. and manage to find one that i like. so happy. hope darling will like it. =) will post the pic soon. abit lazy to post all the pics that i said i wanted to post. hahaha. hmm... after that went glorida jeans to have a drink. chatted alot with her and left the place at 930 i think. took train to yck and we cabbed home.

shujun, i feel so relieve and carefree after talking to you. and i know i should give in more. and give more freedom. and i know i should not make a big fuss over such a small issue. thanks npy, all these helped me alot.

*10 more days to 1 year. why am i counting down? cos i really look forward to it.

i hope to spend 2,3,4,5.....10 years and even longer with you.

2009-04-28T05:31:00.000-07:00

this post is specially for my NPY, shujun. =)

lately many things had happened. theres happy and sad ones. but its the sad ones that make us close once again. i wont mention the sad ones. i will just mention bout the happy ones. im glad that u once again, found ur happiness. i truely hope that u will last long with him. no matter what, u can always find me. i will be there for you.

*12 more days to 1 year. really look forward to it. i love you dear!

2009-04-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

you will not be happy with me.

i know and i can sense it.

leave if you want to.

you dont care about everything already

maybe you think this will be a better choice

but i tell you, it is not.

cos in future i will just bottle up my unhappiness

no matter how angry, sad am i,

i will never say it out already.

since you dont even care and dont bother.

2009-04-12T01:47:00.000-07:00

just came back from sunway lagoon on fri..

8th of apr

we take off at 720 and reach kl at around 815. checked in the resort and off we go to have our b/f. bf n i ate at the waffle place. i ate almond waffle while bf ate american hotdog. the waffle is not bad. after that met up with my sis n bf and we go sunway lagoon. took the wristband and we separate again. the theme park there nth much lo. and the weather is very hot. but i had a great time there with bf. =) we go to the amusement first, then extreme park and lastly, the water park! had ourselves wet back to hotel. hahaha. bathe and we meet our msia fren, quinny, there. she brought us to eat crab. its salted egg crab. very nice~ after that we went to somewhere nearby our resort to drink something and hit the bed at 1130. a tiring day~

9th of apr

wake up at i think 10plus and had bak kut teh for b/f. after that took cab to 1utama to shop. bought one top for my sis and 1 heel over there. quinny came to meet us around 3.. and we walk around till 5?din manage to walk the whole shopping mall cos its simply too big. den went to another shopping mall. which has nth much there. we shopped ourselves while quinny n her fren go gym. they gym-ed till 730 and we go had our dinner. had mee for dinner. very salty so din really eat. back to resort at 9plus and we parted with quinny as she went to meet her friend. we shopped at the mall in the resort. and both bf and i bought tee at ashworth. our cheap. i bought one tee at sgd25. counted as cheap right? and back to room at 10plus. hit the sack at 1130.

10th of apr

wake up at 830 and had b/f buffet at our resort. qiunny came to fetch us at 1030 and bring us to the twin tower-klcc. bought scandal there. and bf bought one tee too. went back to resort and shopped around there again. bought one tee for my brother. shopped till its time to go back to our resort lobby. waited for the cab to come and fetch us to airport. had bk for dinner at the airport b4 parting off. reached sg at 10plus and reached home at 11.

11th of apr

went out with darling and had my haircut at a salon at fareast. is a newly open salon. find it not bad. so probably i will go there to have my hair dyed and rebond. after that went to watch sniper tgt with his cousin, sherilyn. the show is not bad. find it quite saddening at some parts. after movie parted with his cousin and we went to kbox to sing! sang till 130 and had satay at the kopitiam opposite cineleisure. not nice one. after that cabbed home-

i had an enjoyable trip with darling. and its our 11 months anniversary on fri! time passes so quickly. it will be our 1 yr anniversary next month. and i look forward to it! i love you, my dearest boyfriend!

photos will be uploaded after the 23rd of apr together with jj's concert photo. =)

2009-04-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

its no longer the same.

going sunway lagoon this coming wed. though is just a short trip but i still look forward to it. i hope we will have fun there! exam is coming. i hope i can pass this time. pray hard- work is damn fuck up nowadays. why will i have such colleagues. i cant tolerate any more further. can someone pls help to get rid of them? ok, random post. duno what else to write. din have the mood to blog already. is going to b a dead blog soon.

2009-03-28T21:34:00.000-07:00

sometimes i really wish i could leave.

leave this place where i not really happy with.

JJ's concert yesterday. will upload pics when free.

2009-03-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

2009-03-13T23:22:00.000-07:00

a lil updates here...

last sat went for a make-over with darling at clarke quay there. overall, its really fun and a good experience there. learn new pose when taking photos. haha. after which, went to suntec-career fair. den to sakae sushi had our dinner. darling stay-over on that day.

meet up with meimei on wed after work with darling and serene. had our dinner at hong kong cafe. i ordered the eel porridge. eat going to finish, saw a fly inside. and told the waitress. and so, my porridge is foc. haha. take a few pics b4 going home. =)

ytd meet up with a friend i have not seen for 1yr plus. its great seeing her again. and we talk alot bout our life. r.s/work,etc. and know that she actually getting married in july. congrats~ glad that she found the right one that she can settle down with. =) meet her till 9plus den i go meet my bf. pei him have his dinner. as he had driving lesson b4 that. aft that took bus home liao.

its really nice catching up with friends once in a while. i hope to have a bigger circle of friends. =)

* though we quarrel every often. over small matters. but pls bear in mind that no matter what, i will always love you. i really hope we wont quarrel so often. i look forward to the trip on apr. =)*

2009-02-27T01:48:00.000-08:00

谢谢

累了一天回家没人等门

有灯坏了房间显得冰冷

肚子好饿想要吃碗泡面

热水瓶里开水一滴不剩

这里少了你的笑和眼神

好像什么都蒙上了灰尘

原来我才是最依赖的人

我需要你比你需要我深

谢谢你的照顾你的体贴

给我一个美好的世界

我把幸福看得太简单了点

你有多用心我却没有发觉

谢谢你的照顾你的离开

让我对爱有更多了解

现在才说也许太晚了一点

失去过的人会更珍惜一点

累了一天回家没人等门

有灯坏了房间显得冰冷

肚子好饿想要吃碗泡面

热水瓶里开水一滴不剩

这里少了你的笑和眼神

好像什么都蒙上了灰尘

原来我才是最依赖的人

我需要你比你需要我深

谢谢你的照顾你的体贴

给我一个美好的世界

我把幸福看得太简单了点

你有多用心我却没有发觉

谢谢你的照顾你的离开

让我对爱有更多了解

现在才说也许太晚了一点

失去过的人会更珍惜一点

谢谢你的照顾你的体贴

给我一个美好的世界

我把幸福看得太简单了点

你有多用心我却没有发觉

谢谢你的照顾你的离开

让我对爱有更多了解

现在才说也许太晚了一点

失去过的人会更珍惜一点

2009-02-22T02:01:00.000-08:00

fri, after work went ps to meet my sis, xiaohan. went daiso to buy lightstick for yoga's concert! after that we headed to kallang. had our dinner at leisure park, pastamania. after eating, the time is 730 le. went straight to the indoor stadium and seated at our seat. i was very excited when i reached. keep woohoo to my sis. LOL! when going to start, forget go toilet so faster rush to the toilet. and not long after, the concert finally start at around 830. OMG, i was like so high during the concert. high all the wae to the end. took quite a num of pics but the pics are very small. though sit kinda near to the stage liao. let pic do the talking ba. =) YOGA ROCKS!

xiaohan & Me

THE STAGE

THE FANS

林宥嘉迷宫演唱会

THE STARTING

ME WITH THE MNI YOGA

2009-02-22T01:00:00.000-08:00

uploading v.day pictures. shall let th pics do the talking. cos i know i will spend some time uploading all the pics itself. dinner at shin kushiya again. nice~ the cushion darling surprise me by sending it to office. im really surprise by it. thanks darling! view pics from bottom to top!

surprise cushion from darling

at fareast square

at shin kushiya

kiss from you to me!

kiss from me to you!

look at the cute angmo behind

the "yu dan" that is famous in hk

necklaces given by bf

at east coast park

2009-02-14T22:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

*will update when free. =)

2009-02-09T07:48:00.000-08:00

pls view pic from bottom to top....

outfit on Mon

*blowing candle*

a surprise cake from tao's

my dessert - creme brulee

candid shot by BF

bf's dessert - chocolate fondue

bf's main entree - slow cooked pork back ribs

my main entree - grilled snapper with japanese sauce

taken by BF

candid shot by BF again

taken by BF

my mushroom soup

bf's drink - ice summer peach tea

my drink - ice rose apple tea

bf's salad - farm boy splendor

my salad - prawn roll with pork floss

candid shot by BF

complimentary drink from tao's

photoshot by my cheeky BF

our starter - bacon & mushroom gratin

Darling & Me 1

Darling & Me 2

Birthday Card Done By Myself

2 Towels =x

Gift Opening.....

Porepads =x

Need For Speed Cd-rom

Gift Opening....

Peeping what is inside?

*blowing candles*

*make a wish*

MY CHEEKY BF

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 1

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2

din get to celebrate bf's birthday on the actual day cos he got recall back..

but surprise him with a cake when i asked him to come my house. hehes. glad that u like what ive planned. though is jus a small surprise, but seeing u smiling all the wae makes me really happy too! after cutting cake,ate it, its time for him to open the presents i had given him! =) den we headed to his friend's house to bainian. ate buffet and gamble till 11plus and cabbed home.

din celebrate on sunday becos my house having steamboat due to chu 7, ren ri. so i suggest we dine on mon instead..

mon after work, brought darling to tao's for dinner, my treat! glad that he likes the food there. their services are really very good. it is also very filling. 7 course meal leh. hehes. see the pics and you will know its nice le. =) after eating, went ps and walk walk. bought a new pillow there. which make me sleep till so soundly and dont feel like waking up the next morning. hahaha. i really do hope darling enjoyed himself on his birthday. though is a belated one. =)

2009-02-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

taken few months ago after elva's shou ying hui

indeed its very windy

chu 2 (1)

chu 2 (2)

random pics of me!

my working desk

my 6months pressy!

2009-01-31T22:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BOYFRIEND!

2009-01-29T08:47:00.000-08:00

2601 - chu yi

this year is the first year i went to bf's house bai nian. so kinda nervous.. Hehe.. he came my house early in the morning at around 11. and we leave my house together and head to his house le. stayed there till 5plus and i took bus to yishun to meet my sis and her bf. we are going to malaysia to put firecrackers and fireworks together with my relatives. first time seeing fireworks in such a short distance. its so beautiful lo. too bad darling never tag along with us. if not he will surely have fun too. =) had seafood dinner b4 that. taste not bad la... after all the nice and loud firecrackers/fireworks, we went to my uncle's hse which is at malaysia. long time din go there le, since my grandpa passed away.. =( stayed there for awhile and we went back home le.. reach home at around 1.

2701 - chu er

went to yi yi's house to bainian. suppose to go granny's hse for chu er one but she went overseas. bf came overat around 4. and we played blackjack with my cousins and siblings. i lose but bf won. so is the same la hor.. hahaha. had dinner and drove bf home. played mahjong with sis,nic and mum. no luck for that day, din really hu. only 3-4 times i guess... hahaha. sleep after that.

thats all for my cny ba. nothing special. just that this year i have bf with me. =)) pictures will be uploaded when im free. =x

2009-01-15T04:55:00.000-08:00

i bought 4 clothes from cleocat recently. ALL are so pretty lo. =) love the first one the most. and is very very cheap too. hehe...

TROPICAL PRINT HALTER DRESS

FLOWER PRINT HALTER

FLORAL SUNDRESS

DIAMOND & BOW DRESS

2009-01-15T04:48:00.000-08:00

NEW YR NEW CLOTHES!

Yup!Just like that the title said. Getting new outfit to help me battle the new year of rollercoaster ride.Anyway, to the measely amount of female readers we all understand that online shopping is the way to go.This is a spree which I cam currently going to for my occasional shopping itches - http://www.pick-ur-choice.blogspot.com.I would say the seller is actually quite nice to shop with. She's friendly, reliable and patient. Even when I have trouble with my order, we would eventually come to a optimal decision that benefits both parties.I would recommend this site into your list of online sprees. And do check back for I believe new item will be up quite often. =)

2009-01-12T02:51:00.000-08:00

after so long, now then i know u actually dont need me at all. all along is my wishful thinking. I no longer believe, believe in you.

You are always like this.
When you are happy, u treat me very well.
When you are not happy, you show all kinds of attitude.
I really dont know what am i to you?

You can actually make me like as if im in ~~HEAVEN~~.
but sometimes can actually throw me down to ~~HELL~~!

u told me all these while, you are really happy being with me.
is that really so? you ask yourself.
i always think that you are much more happier being with your friends and colleagues.
Having them ard are more than enough.
As long as there is them, a smile will always stay on your face.
Whenever we quarrel, is them who make you smile.

I really dont know how long can we last.
Quarrelling over and over again.
I'm tired.
All i can do is just to tolerate and hope everything will be fine.

*ren yi shi hai guo tian kong*

2008-12-31T20:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2009!

yesterday after work went to vivo to have our dinner at.....

is a jap restaurant with those charcoal grilled foods. the food there not bad.. can go try.. after that walk around and dont know where to go. slack outside vivo then went home at 2. nothing much for new year's larh. have a tiff with him. but forget it. its over. hopefully 2009 will be better. i still look forward to every festival with you. hope u do too. going out later le. shall blog again when im free.

happy new year to all my friends!

p.s. ser, i blog for new year le hor. =x

im real tired already.

dont make me give up.

2008-12-25T07:46:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve 1

Christmas Eve 2

Christmas Eve 3

Christmas Eve 4

At Sg Turf City

Us And The BOSS 1

Us And The BOSS 2

Us And The Boss 3

Me And Song

BF & Me 1

BF & Me 2

BF & Me 3

BF & Me 4

BF & Me 5

Admin Girls 1

Admin Girls 2

Admin Girls 3

The Girls

251208 - Heeren 1

251208 - Heeren 2

251208 - Taka 1

251208 - Taka 2

251208 - Taka 3

My Shuai Ge 1

My Shuai Ge 2

Me 1

Me 2

My Ultra Big Face

251208 - Paragon 1

251208 - Paragon 2

Me 3

251208 - Paragon 3

Christmas Dinner

It was held on the 19th of dec. everyone knock off at 530 sharp. took the shuttle bus and off we go to turf city! located at kranji. we had a game of 5 races. whoever team scored the most points wins 700$. 2nd prize will be 300$ and 3rd prize will be 100$. first time seeing horse race. was a nice experience there. the horses are so nice. anw, talk bout the food. its buffet style dinner. not really nice. at the end of the game, my team actually get 2nd! but there is another team get the same pts as us so 300 divided into 2. we got 20dollars each only. but nvm, its quite fun there. the angmos played 5,10 there. as long as there is someone did wrong, one of them will say forfeit and the person got to drink. so poor thing la... left the place at 11. 2 of my coll,bf and i head to other place. went to zicra(think it is spelled this way) not many ppl there, so not so squeezy. drink abit and left the place at 2. tired already. cabbed home after that.

251208 - Christmas Day

met darling at 430 and we head to orchard. met thong over there. and we bought perfume at taka. =) there were so many ppl there. but luckily the road along tangs there was closed. there was performace held over there-line dance i think. and so we can walk freely on the road. went to paragon next. shopped till 7 and go over to taka again and had our dinner at the coffee club. ordered afredo and bf ordered garlic and prawn spaggeti. mine is too creamy so i ate half and exchange with bf le. haha. was so full lo. walked around taka and went home at 10plus. as tml still got work. sians. though is just a simple outing, but i still enjoyed my day with him. its the 1st christmas spent with him. =)

friendship

you never know that i actually given up on you all already. when my bf asked me yesterday, u going home after work? i said yes. he said oh, i tot u will go out with ur friends. i replied to him, i have no friends. indeed its true. who are my friends? what i can see and feel is just serene and janet. they will ask me out themselves. and when i ask them out, they wont reject me again and again. they will fix a date that they are free. but bout u all? i ask u out, is either not free, or whatever excuse u can think of. so im tired of asking already. and i dont intend to ask anymore. 7 years of friendship? is it really that long? i dun wish to talk bout this again and again. cos u wont bother bout it at all. i no longer treat u all as closed ones. cos i think u all are further and further from me. i may not understand u all so much like last time. ppl may change, and so did u girls. so i wont know are u still the same as last time. im tired of friendship. it will always spoil my mood when receiving replies like " not confirm, not free, etc etc" put yourself in my shoes. will u be sick of all these?

2008-12-19T21:51:00.001-08:00

long awaited batam trip photos. nothing much though.

2008-12-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

dinner with serene and janet at town!

2008-11-28T19:17:00.000-08:00

it has been so long since i last blogged till i dunno where should i start from?

everything is still the same. is just work,home or work,out. nothing special la..

mostly was going out with bf. friends, jio them out, is wither not free or cant confirm. im tired of asking them out.

the last time i went out with friends is last fri - 21/11. we had steamboat at bugis area. eat for almost 3 hours! it is so sinful lo. so full after that. after eating, i went home. and i did the stupiest thing sia. went to take 107 opp shaw tower. waited for quite long.. i think 10-15 mins? then i go see the board.. there is no 107m at the bus stop. so i go shaw tower to pee first.. then i walk over to opp gateway. waited for like half hr sia.. as the first bus came, too many ppl.. so dun wanna board. actually should reach home at 10.. but i reach home at 11 in the end.

going to cook noodle for lunch liao. shall blog when i have the time. =)

2008-11-25T04:15:00.000-08:00

going batam with bf and other colls on the 6th-8th dec. =)

2008-10-25T19:43:00.000-07:00

2008-10-25T18:51:00.000-07:00

it had been so long since i last posted.

everything is going fine for me and im enjoying. =)

ytd was one of my coll's birthday.

he celebrated his bdae at one of the country club at pasir ris.

its quite nice and big. but one night is near to 400! lo. so exp..

my coll k.o at ard 930. haha. he drank too much liao la.

aft that my colls,bf and i went to kbox at e-hub.

leave the place at 2plus. and cabbed back home.

slept at ard 3am.

to my friends out there:

it has been so long since we last met. pls do jio me out when free. though im always with my bf, but i also wanna spend some time with friends ya? =)
friends includes elaine,serene,shujun. you all are the closest with me. that know more bout me. so i do not want to drift apart from u. so do meet up soon!

2008-10-03T22:25:00.000-07:00

theres some unhappiness going on ytd. but everything is back to normal very soon. yes, we did quarrel very often, but that doesnt affect our relationship. 5th month is coming. i hope we can really overcome everything. i admit im really very tired of all these quarrels. which i dun wanna care so much already. but im still very concern bout u and this r/s. i should really control my temper soon. cos it is really bad for us. pray hard that we can really last...

maybe i should not be so naive anymore.

2008-09-27T22:18:00.000-07:00

JAY's entry make me have alot of things that i wanna expressed out.

tai ma(great grandma)

she left us 4 years ago.

shes one with a very strong will. she live till 95 yrs old. but i think she is still very strong. she live this world very peacefully. i thought back and regretted for not treating her nice enough. being rude to her,etc. i did nt shed a tear when she was gone. only till i mention her to someone den i cried. cos i really regretted not cherishing her when she is around. so ppl, do cherish everyone around you for life is really short.

ah gong(the best ah gong i met)

he left us 2 years ago.

i visited him everyday in the hospital. which lasted for bout a week? i always hope he will recover and go back home with us. i still rem we were suppose to go cruise tgt. as before that my bro,sis and i wanted to go there as weilian(yes, the superstar champion) will be there performing. and the very good ah gong agree to bring us there. but we failed to go due to his leaving. i cried many times when he is in hospital suffering. on the day he left, all of us cried. i prayed hard that he will be happy in another world. during his wake, i did not shed any tears. but that doesnt mean im not sad bout his departure. till now, i will still cry upon thinking bout him. i always thought he should live longer. he should not leave us so early. and yes, i regretted for not treating him good enough. i have regretted 2 times. so i told myself. i mus treat my ah ma nice enough. but sometimes i still give her attitude. which i will regret aftwards. ah ma, im really sorry. but my mood swings very easily. i shall learn how to control my temper now b4 its too late. and ah gong, i really miss you.. hope you are happier in another world. =)

2008-09-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

the birthday girl

group pic 1

group pic 2

group pic 3

candid pic

YINGJIE <3>

the gift from him. and a dress and necklace but i din take pic of it. =)

a gift from my PIGGY

partyworld 1

partyworld 2

at our office mtg rm 1

at our office mtg rm 2

Me with darling's specs

at sg expo watching elva's yin yue hui

at his sis hse 1

at his sis hse 2

at his sis hse 3

2008-09-23T20:16:00.000-07:00

thanks for all that have wished me happy birthday. appreciated!

for those that has forgotten but wished in the end, i appreciate too.

but for that someone, im really disappointed. u forgotten my birthday yet still need someone to remind you. but forget it. i still enjoy my day! =)

tml going partyworld with boyfriend. =>

darling darling, I MISS U!

2008-09-21T01:14:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lack of updates. was lazy. this are taken on the 13th-advance birthday celebration with darling.

YEAR OF DRAGON

YEAR OF RAT

pics below were all taken on my birthday-15/09..

2008-09-05T18:01:00.000-07:00

darling's sis baby

ME.KAIEN.BF

KAIEN.BF

ME.BF

BF.ME

ASTONS(1)

ASTONS (2)

TCC(1)

TCC(2)

2008-09-05T15:22:00.000-07:00

random pics that are taken in cruise and pics taken weeks ago.

PINK CHECKS DRESS

2008-08-27T20:36:00.000-07:00

anyone interested in this pretty dress? ITS BRAND NEW! its only worth $30. CHEAP AND PRETTY! jus leave a tag on my tagboard and this pretty dress will be yours!

2008-08-27T19:41:00.000-07:00

i always tot you are the special one
but only till now,
i realise you are no different with other people.

~~fcuk up lyfe~~.

2008-08-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

Sg flyer tickets

the service crew

the queue behind us

HAPPY 3RD MONTH!

2008-08-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

KMM's farewell

CHANGING APPETITE

tp later. wish me LUCK!

2008-07-19T15:15:00.000-07:00

since mr bf said i din write my tots out and friends said i jus blog bout bf, i shall blog something out for both bf and friends.

to my wonderful boyfriend:

its really great to have u by my side. i can talk to you bout anything under the sun. i dun have such feeling before until i met you. =) for these past two months, i really enjoyed myself with you each and everyday. we meet almost everyday, ppl said after sometime, we may just get tired of each other. but i just want to tell you i wont get tired of you. i still look forward to see you everyday. thanks for brightening my everyday!

to my animal,piggy:

i know that we are no longer that close like before. we have our own life, own things to do. but pls bear in mind, you will always be the friend that i will turn to. sometimes i was wondering will our friendship just end one day? but i guess it wont end, cos we wont bear to end this 7years and counting on friendship. we were once so close. keep in touch! and good luck for ur studies. =)

to my NPY, shujun:

you are the friend that i can go crazy with. i wont forget the days that we find jobs tgt and have great time playing like WII~though in the end we din get to work tgt but no worries, we wont lose contact too. We can still meet up when free. hope you find a job soon and can stay long in the company! =)

to be continued...

2008-07-13T13:13:00.000-07:00

Our 2nd Month

HAPPY TWO MONTHS-

2008-07-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

pics taken at NDP08-

randomly pick 5 pics of NDP08-

2008-06-29T17:01:00.000-07:00

210608-otw to mei*2 hse

280608-clarke quay

2008-06-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

170608-

XIAOHAN'S BDAY-

XIAOHAN

SISTERS & BROTHER

PEISHAN & XIAOHAN

YINGJIE & XIAOHAN

YONGTAT & XIAOHAN

FATHER'S DAY-

MUMMY & I

MUMMY & I & OYT

WHYJAY

2008-06-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

nice

i like this alot though my head is big

a not prepared take

smile

a very tired look

i duno how this pic turn out this way but i think its a pretty effect

smile

HAPPY ONE MONTH!

2008-06-08T12:03:00.001-07:00

林宥嘉 has published his album!!! i gonna buy it! =)

2008-06-06T16:06:00.000-07:00

REDS

ONG'S FAREWELL

i think i wont write anything in this blog lerh...will just upload pics.

2008-06-06T15:58:00.000-07:00

SISTERS

THE WENGS

THE WENGS (1)

THE WENGS (2)

2008-05-31T13:30:00.000-07:00

LOVEY DOVEY
SWEET

LOVE

yesterday went to ong's farewell party...i think got 14ppl there...had lots of laughters....especially when thong is laughing at something.. he laugh non-stop that make me LOL!.leave the place at 1 den cab back home...slept at 2am and went to work at 830....so tired larh...slept for 5hrs nia...later still got driving lesson at 3pm and meeting darling for movie at night...darling,thanks for not letting me feel that im outcasted..you are beside me most of the time to accompany me..=) i enjoyed the time with you.loved*

2008-05-25T15:03:00.000-07:00

sunshine after the rain-

importance of you is much more clearer after ytd.
places we went before;we had leave footprints.
marina square;bugis;gateway;suntec;downtown;chomp chomp;esplanade;town;our home.
darling, i love you!

2008-05-18T10:38:00.000-07:00

Bro's Bday-

BF & BRO

HIS 3 SISTERS

HIS 3 SIS(1)

3SIS&BFS&BRO&MUM

Mother's Day-

ME&SIS

ME&SIS(1)

ME&SIS(2)

Esplanade-

ME&BF

ME&BF(1)

ME&BF(2)

2008-05-11T12:26:00.000-07:00

memorable date: 100508;2350

im happy being with u.. =>

2008-05-10T10:26:00.000-07:00

the trip back home is so memorable and enjoyable. the walking dist may be quite long, but with ur accompany, it seems so short. hope all these do last. =)

2008-04-27T13:37:00.000-07:00

PICS OF MAYDAY'S CONCERT...DIN DO ANY EDITING...SO DONT MIND THE HEAD FOR THE PIC BELOW.AND THE PIC IS VERY BLUR.=)ENJOYED YESTERDAY.THEIR LIAN AI ING AND LI KAI DI QIU BIAO MIAN IS SO NICE.GET HIGH~

PICS OF THE CHOCOLATE BUFFET AT AQUARIES CRUISE.I TAKE TILL NOW THEN UPLOAD THESE PICS IS BECOS SOMEONE TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE HER BLOG!HAHA~AND YEA,SHE MENTION WE HAVE A CRAZY LAUGH ON THAT NITE.IS REAL CRAZY!WE LAUGH LIKE MAD~

THE MOONS

THE ROSE

THE VIOLINS

THE BUNNY

THE CAKES

THE DONT KNOW WHAT IS THIS

THE CUP CAKES

THE DONUTS

LASTLY,THE CHOCOLATE FONDUE

2008-04-26T12:25:00.000-07:00

update a little.....

read elaine's blog...and since she put permission list..so i will be logging in to blogger...shun bian update abit lo..=>

2weeks of working w/o any MCs or leave....LOL~ im so proud of myself larhs...MON i finally got my own desk to work with....these 2 weeks is really very VERY boring larhs....if any of my 4 colleagues took MCs or leave, i will have a desk...if not i got to take a chair from the pantry and sit lo....and the seat is real not nice...sit till buttock pain..LOL~ admin dept de ppl so far still okay larhs...i see quite alot these 2 weeks....some conflicts between them...HAHA~ to me,im those heckcare type...so u give me black face,i oso wont care bout u...=)

later going for MAYDAY's concert liao..so excited larhs....MANY THANKS TO HIM!=>