Friday, October 29, 2010 11:53 AM
Yesterday don't know why just couldn't fall aslp. So find things to think, and I thought of him again. Not that I still can't get over him,not that I still love him or whatsoever, is just part of my memories. I know I won't forget this person as he played a part in my life. I didn't think of how sweet or happy we were last time. But I think of what I have done for him. I find myself putting quite a bit of effort on him. Friends and family should know I'm sucks in handicraft, play pictionary,nobody will know what I'm drawing. I'm not creative as well. But for him, I did cards for special occasions, I even trouble my lover to give me ideas on how to make a card,I think for our 1st anniversary. Though it dun turn out to be "WOW!" bt I really put in effort on it. For our six months anniversary, I did a photo album for him/us. I bought a big one as I thought we could put many pictures in but after that month, I didn't have e chance to put in yet,just plain lazy. Haha. I saw my sister doing some handicraft thing, and I find it cute. So I did a Cupid for him for v.day. I get a bit frustrated doing it for I forgot what reason,but in e end I still manage to do it and gave it to him. Cny'09, again, I see my sis n mum doing the sweet basket using angbaos. I decided to do one for his family. It's not an easy job I can say. But in my mind, there's only one thinking, it's for him so no matter how uneasy it is, I must complete it and pass it to him, I know he would feel pleased. He did told me gt ppl praise the basket is nice. :) I'm not someone who cooks but I tried cooking for him when he went to work during one of the weekends. I cooked fried rice for him, he finished it all! Hehe. The second time, I cooked 3 dishes 1 soup for him. Though all not cooked by myself bt I did help out. Seeing him eating those dishes happily and give me those "it's really nice" feeling make my effort all worthwhile. The third time n also e last time I cooked for him, it's mee sua. As he complained saying he long time never eat mee sua on his bday le, so hearing that, I purposely went back hm first to cook mee sua for him and bring it to his hse. Although it turned out to be saltish bt seeing the smile on his face made me happy too. The first and last time he cooked for me, I was really happy. Although it's nt those yummy yummy dishes, bt I feel delightful eating what he has cooked for me. It's nice and I'm really happy at tt pt of time. :) I'm saying all these now is not wanting to tell ppl anything but is I think in these two years, I give my all to the relationship. I find myself really in a courtship, unlike my previous, which I find it nth to me. I had a lovely two years with him, now that we have gone separate ways, and not even contacting each other, which I find it better for us. I know u r leading your life happily, so do I. Thanks.
I still remember this phrase, we are fully-boiled.
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