Friday, July 30, 2010 9:24 AM
2 months plus has passed. Seems like I haven really get over it.. It really takes time to forget, becos when we r tgt, we really meet everyday, cos same co, everything oso do tgt, out of a sudden, the companion left so I'm very not used to it. Being single isn't that bad afterall, becos I can do whatever I like, no longer need to think of e other party. I think he feels this way too that's y he's happier now. I have been telling myself to be strong, nt to think anymore. But whenever I'm alone, all those memories just flash through my mind. Why is it so hard to let it go this time rd? Say he treat me very good, no not really. So I don't know why I still cnt get over him.. Bt if u ask me do I still love him a lot? The answer is no.
I put in a lot of effort in this relationship. Always hoping that he will be happy with me. Always hoping that he will appreciate e things that I have done. Who and whatever that may affect this relationship, I will try to avoid. This he definitely don't know bout it. I've been trying very hard to make this relationship works but still, I failed to. I hope I can be a happier person next yr. This yr isn't a good year to me. =) it is going to be sept, I don't know how am I going to spend it. Being at hm? Work? I don't have e feel to celebrate this yr anyway. Good luck pls come to me soon!
Night everyone!
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