Wednesday, June 16, 2010 5:37 PM
In the month of may, there are happy and sad moments. Happy moments are we hit the 2nd yr, he cooked for me for the very first time, though it is just simple dishes but it melted my heart. As i know he put an effort to cook. We went for cycling, like the 3rd time, but it made us closer. We ate crab after tt though nt the best tt I've eaten but I enjoyed myself that day. And one more thing, he brought me to OBOLO, a place that I wanted to go for cakes!! I tot our rs is as sweet as the cakes but I'm wrong, we celebrated out 2 yrs on the 15th and everything is vanished on the 20th. It's the saddest moment I had after so long. What I'm really sad about is you changed too tremendously. Within 5 days.. Or should I say 3 days.. Never will I tot u will left, never will I tot things will change, I've been trying my best to be a better gf but my effort is thrown in the bin. I just can tell myself we are not fated to be together. And you are not belong to me. Now that we became stranger, pls take good care of urself.
I got better recently, Yes only till recently. Not completely though. I may take even longer if he is not with me. He has been acc me everyday. From days I really crazy over the break up till now starting to move on. So I'm really grateful to have friends and family ard me. Of cus they can only console me, I must stand up myself. I said everything above not becus I still can't get over it but I wan to tell everyone I will be fine. And I'm getting happier and happier each day. =) thanks for all the concerns.
HAPPY BDAY, WXH!
P.s I not only msg n fb u leh, oso blogged up. So I'm better than how u wish oyt. LOL!
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