Friday, May 21, 2010 10:52 PM
These two days were really a toturing days for me.. I hv been lying on the bed, doing nth except for logging in msn,facebook n whatsapp. I don't even wish to step out of the house. I feel really tired no matter how much I slept. All I want is to slp, as to numb myself. It's like having depression but I'm glad I'm not. I cnt control myself for not finding him. He said really clearly.. And I think through already. This is better for us. We hv Been struggling in this relationship. Actually many times I wanted to give up, I know he do too. But we just can't bear to give up only. Till today, we hv really come to an end.. We must learn to get used to our lyfe without each other. We hv our individual lives nw. I won't interupt his n he won't interupt mine too. In this relationship, I learnt alot. There are many happy times which I believe none of us will forget.. We once gave each other happiness, tts more than enough. You can b really nice to me, but ur temper is something I can't tolerate. I know I've a bad temper too. So there is no right or wrong in this relationship. 2years is nt short nor long, but it marked down every joy n tears tt we hv gone through. I'm happy I'm able to accompany u for so long. But after today, I can no longer accompany you. I wish you all the best in your work,love,family.
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