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Monday, January 12, 2009 2:51 AM

after so long, now then i know u actually dont need me at all. all along is my wishful thinking. I no longer believe, believe in you.

You are always like this.
When you are happy, u treat me very well.
When you are not happy, you show all kinds of attitude.
I really dont know what am i to you?

You can actually make me like as if im in ~~HEAVEN~~.
but sometimes can actually throw me down to ~~HELL~~!

u told me all these while, you are really happy being with me.
is that really so? you ask yourself.
i always think that you are much more happier being with your friends and colleagues.
Having them ard are more than enough.
As long as there is them, a smile will always stay on your face.
Whenever we quarrel, is them who make you smile.

I really dont know how long can we last.
Quarrelling over and over again.
I'm tired.
All i can do is just to tolerate and hope everything will be fine.

*ren yi shi hai guo tian kong*

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