251208 - Paragon 3
Christmas Dinner
It was held on the 19th of dec. everyone knock off at 530 sharp. took the shuttle bus and off we go to turf city! located at kranji. we had a game of 5 races. whoever team scored the most points wins 700$. 2nd prize will be 300$ and 3rd prize will be 100$. first time seeing horse race. was a nice experience there. the horses are so nice. anw, talk bout the food. its buffet style dinner. not really nice. at the end of the game, my team actually get 2nd! but there is another team get the same pts as us so 300 divided into 2. we got 20dollars each only. but nvm, its quite fun there. the angmos played 5,10 there. as long as there is someone did wrong, one of them will say forfeit and the person got to drink. so poor thing la... left the place at 11. 2 of my coll,bf and i head to other place. went to zicra(think it is spelled this way) not many ppl there, so not so squeezy. drink abit and left the place at 2. tired already. cabbed home after that.
251208 - Christmas Day
met darling at 430 and we head to orchard. met thong over there. and we bought perfume at taka. =) there were so many ppl there. but luckily the road along tangs there was closed. there was performace held over there-line dance i think. and so we can walk freely on the road. went to paragon next. shopped till 7 and go over to taka again and had our dinner at the coffee club. ordered afredo and bf ordered garlic and prawn spaggeti. mine is too creamy so i ate half and exchange with bf le. haha. was so full lo. walked around taka and went home at 10plus. as tml still got work. sians. though is just a simple outing, but i still enjoyed my day with him. its the 1st christmas spent with him. =)
friendship
you never know that i actually given up on you all already. when my bf asked me yesterday, u going home after work? i said yes. he said oh, i tot u will go out with ur friends. i replied to him, i have no friends. indeed its true. who are my friends? what i can see and feel is just serene and janet. they will ask me out themselves. and when i ask them out, they wont reject me again and again. they will fix a date that they are free. but bout u all? i ask u out, is either not free, or whatever excuse u can think of. so im tired of asking already. and i dont intend to ask anymore. 7 years of friendship? is it really that long? i dun wish to talk bout this again and again. cos u wont bother bout it at all. i no longer treat u all as closed ones. cos i think u all are further and further from me. i may not understand u all so much like last time. ppl may change, and so did u girls. so i wont know are u still the same as last time. im tired of friendship. it will always spoil my mood when receiving replies like " not confirm, not free, etc etc" put yourself in my shoes. will u be sick of all these?