
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 3:14 AM
cant get to sleep so came to blog...everytime thinking back of the past,there will be many qs marks...jus now i tink back again..and dere is many qs marks....to kel,why i will leave him?actually i duno the reason myself...he tried his best to win me back,yet i still leave him....actually he has changed...he tried making me happi...he tried not doing things i dun like...but yet that time i din realise it,or even get touched by it....and still cruelly dont contact him at all...i knw wad i said i din do it...i knw ive hurt u deeply...now that u found ur SOMEONE, i wish u all the best....to zx,i realli missed sec sch daes...i missed the daes when we will hang ard at elaine's hse...went to the shop n save dere and so on...i missed walking out of sch with u and the rest..we will play a fool while walking out of sch during sec 1...those daes will so memorable...but things start to change when we moved to the new sch....there is no meetings at outside anymore...we will jus get to c each other in school,dats all...during sec 3,which is the most miserable/saddest time in these 20years...u fall for someone else,u were with her....that is so sudden...i duno how should i react at that point of time...when i knew it,my mind is totally blank...and act s if i feel nothing...but that is not true....im actually very disappointed and hurt...but i knw is all becus i do not knw how to cherish....during the time that we actually got the chance to be tgt....now that u have broken off with her,i duno should i be happy/sad...many friends told me "hey,since he break with her liao,u got the chance"...but to me,i dont think so...as i tink he doesnt have feel to me anymore.and wont be...we r just friends...so zx,i wish u all the best too....those memories will be engraved in my heart.to jz,actually nth much..HAHA!cus i din regret anything..or think why i left him,etc...i jus think too bad,i cant treat him s friends...dats all...after saying all my tots out,i think i will be able to sleep now....as jus now realli very fan....=)to dat someone,im realli sorry for treating u this wae...i know i change here and dere...but i tink is better to be friends....SORRY!
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