Sunday, December 16, 2007 3:23 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ZHIXIN~
plucking up my courage, this morning i msg him does he think of memories of sec 1 sometimes....i duno why will i ask him....but sadly, he did not reply... im kinda disappointed....memories of him is running in my mind...dats why i will ask him.. ytd one of my fren mention bout him coming to look for us at a particular place whenever we call him to come down. and those times is when i enjoyed....with him ard, i feel happi....even if is nt me n him alone, im still happi.... got one time, my hp chain drop in the hole of the benches.... i cant take it out....so he helped me.....dat is where i saw the seriousness in him....he try to take it out...takes quite some time to take actually...and got one time someone took my pencilcase....and throw it all ard....and another someone throw it to him...and he gave it to me....dat is when i find the sweetness in him...mayb to others....its all small matters... to me... it meant something..dere is many many memories of him which i cant mention all....dere is once i act touched his hands....or should i sae arms....i forgot wad happened... but i rem i did touch...and we c each other for a few secs....and i let go....dere is many times when we eye-contact-ed....all these lasted for 3 years....or 2 n a half yrs ba....i regretted for taking him for granted....dat let him slip off to others....i dun cherish him at all last time....i jus tink he will alwaes b dere for me...but im wrong....he leave in the end... dats nth else i can sae....its jus too late to regret... he belongs to others for 4yrs liao...how can i ever compete with her? haish....i think its time for me to put down everything and move on...shouldnt think of those memories anymore....but saying is easy...doing it is HARD! till now i hvn find someone dat is better than him....even if he n i were nt tgt b4....but still, nobody can replace him....our memories*
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