Wednesday, April 11, 2007 11:59 PM
it is realli tiring to quarrel with him everytime we meet...which is we will quarrel about 4times a week...one week hab 7daes...n dere is onli 3 daes dat we will b in peace...n e 3daes is wen we din meet....sumtimes i will tink....is it we ba(8) zhi bu he or wad...y will 2 persons quarrel so often one...?im unhappi...he's unhappi too...6months is coming...will we be happi on dat dae?or we will be quarreling....hahs....i hab no idea...most probably we will quarrel wad...cush dere isnt any time dat we meet,we dun quarrel...mayb there is but i dun rem lerhs...sumtimes i will tink why dun jus forget it...and end this r/s in a tong kuai wae....but come to tink of the daes i will be living w/o him,i drop dat idea...im used to the life dat dere's him with mie...w/o him,my lyfe will be meaningless....i will be lonely...i dun bear to end tis r/s...i told myself...no matter wad dun give up...we should go through all these tgt...if we jush end it..it will be a pity...todae im realli unhappi....my heart is heavy....how i wish i can vent it out...but i din...if i vent it out..i guess we r realli through....everything will be over...he sent mie home...at my hse downstairs.. he finally hold my hands...its the cat dat saved us! i saw dat cat..i immediately stopped...knowing im scare..he hold my hands n walk with mie....at dat time im glad...cush i was like tinking...r we over?y he din hold my hands?sorry my dear....i will try to control my temper next time...i dun wanna hab any ending...i love u..mwaks....=)
love love love*
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