Friday, May 05, 2006 8:49 PM
wad kinda soft hearted again actually...cus last nite...cor him..actually jus wan ask sumthing..but no chance again...n he jus tok all e wae...aft hearing his voice....a bit soft hearted lo...he sae wanna rch hm le...bath le den cor mie back...tot he wont cor back....but at 1am...he realli cor mie back...at this time...i realli soft hearted lerhs...wanna b wit him again.anywae...he oso duno dat i giving up him larhs...he asked mi bout my sickness...this is why i will soft hearted lo..i jus nid his concern n dats all la...aft a while...short conversation onli la...he ask mi go back slp..s tml gt sch..so hang up de fone lerh lo...but todae....i still tink i should not cus of this small thing den soft hearted again...i should jian chi xia qu....n i know i can do it~i admit i still tink of him....tink of him to slp...etc etc...my mind is still all him...but wad can i do?e feeling is no longer dere anymore...i feel dat he has changed...mayb cus he is tired/busy...but he is not e one dat i wanna love anymore...e love n concern is no longer dere...i cant feel it anymore...mayb its time for mi to put a full-stop to us!
final decision:still give up~
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