Sunday, May 07, 2006 9:38 PM
i realli cant feel e love from him anymore....why will he suddenly change?hais....still love him alot....thinkin of him all e time...but he wont know it..though i din cor him...but i was hopin fer his cor....but he wont cor mie de larhs....he is so heartless..!hate him fer wad he done...realli hate him...unless he has sumthing to ask mie....if not he wont cor mie lerhs....its like makin use of mie onli....im tired...of it...can anyone save mie from this forest..?i cant get out....now still sick....so fan le still gt this sickness....headache!sore throat!so torturing...cant stand anymore..my lyfe sux...how i wish i can jus end my lyfe....but i know tis is a unreasonable doing...but now i already dead larhs....no energy on doin anything.....no diff from a dead person.!
u made my lyfe so colourless*
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