Monday, May 29, 2006 1:32 AM
i duno wad he realli wants...im tired already...realli tired...i know its time fer mie to giv up...but i cant stop myself from calling/msging him...im realli useless...why mus i love him so much wen i tink he doesnt love mie at all?why i chose him wen dere ish so mani guys outside dat ish better than him hundreds time?so mani "whys" in my mind now...i realli wan to get rid of tis guy!but its hard fer mie to do so....no matter how bad he treats mie..my feelings to him no change...den wen he treats mie well...ill b happi like mad...y will i b so crazy over this guy,a guy dat doesnt love mi.i repeat tis cus i realli feel dat he doesnt love mie.anywae.though he cor mie jus to check livescore everytime....i will still b happi.cus can get to hear his voice. know dat im realli veri useless!cant even get rid of this guy...hais.forget it...i duno wad should i do larhs...how i wish i will lose my memory now...so dat i will forget his everythin.but i know its impossible fer mie to lose my memory suddenly...haish....full of regrets....should get rid of him wen i know he ish wit my fren...why should i still step into this trap...stupid of mi!all becus of my heart...too soft lerhs....dats why will believe wadever he saes....n e SWEET TOKS he saes....simply jus melt my heart....USELESS MI!
I WAN TO GET RID OF HIM*
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