Monday, April 24, 2006 9:20 PM
duno wad should i realli do?wanna give up but cant give up...sae wan give up but soft hearted again.....i realli dun wanna b soft hearted again n jus give up...cus loving him makin mi sad all e time...y should i suffer from all these?might s well forget bout him n carri on wit my happy daes with my frens...haish...realli duno wad should i do larhs....from this blog...every1 can c dat im soft hearted again...was with him again...everytime i told him i tired le...he will tell mi e reasons fer not callin mie...fer not accompanyin mie...n e reasons is sumhow e same eberytime..but i jus believe n decided to love him again...yes!i know im toopid...im silly...but i cant control myself...wan blame den blame myself fer loving him too much barh..i know everythin between him n mie will cum to an end one dae...so i jus walk one step count one step lo...sumtimes i realli tired larh....s u know....he may b with other gurls outside...n u oso cant sae anythin...s he wont admit it....haish....forget it barh....i will FORGET him one dae...=)y m i so soft-hearted?*sobs*
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