
Friday, March 31, 2006 2:11 AM
cant get to slp so decided to on com n update my blog...todae was a kinda sad dae fer miie...everything goes on like dis...wake up at 2...hab my lunch n get prepared at 3...s i going to ps to pay sch fees fer my sch...wen rch ps...my fwens haben reach...they still at tpy dere i tink...so decided to cor hiim..no ans...aft calling hiim 2times...i give up..mayb he ish busy or sumthing...so i wait fer his cor lo...wen my fwens rch...we went to pay sch fees at MDIS...was drenched...we r all wet...heavy rain...nvm bout tis...kip seeing my fone...hoping dat he will cor...but he din...left MDIS...walk back to ps to hab a drink...aft drinking...we headed off to marina bay fer steamboat!im still in a happi mood...rch marina...went to play arcade...s usual...see my fone...still no missed call...n its 0600plus lerh...was feeling weird...duno why he din cor...aft playin arcade...we eat...while eating...was hoping dat my hp will ring...n 0758...my hp finally ring...i was so happi...wen i wanna pick up..he hang up lerh...i cor back...i was realli berri happi to receive his cor...but wen he ans my cor...guess wad he saes/asks?hiim:whr r u?
miie:at marina bay
hiim:with hu?
miie:ah sum lo
hiim:both of u onli?
miie:n with dickson n ah yan lo
hiim:whr is ah sum?
miie:duno go whr le..
hiim:why will duno go whr le?
miie:she go take sumthing..
hiim:okay..wen u see her...ask her cor miie...gt sumthin urgent.
miie:orh..okay..bye..
----------------------------- end of conversation----------------------------------------- my mood from happi becum sad aft i hang up e cor...wen ah sum return...i ask her cor hiim...i still hab to act s if im okay...hab to act happi...in my heart...it hurts...realli hurts..why?waiting fer his cor..but wen he cor...e one he finding is sum but not miie...continue to eat...in order not to let dem know im not happi...ive to smile,luff...aft eating...we went back to arcade...play fer a while..den went hm lerh...in e mrt..i duno is sum cor him..or he cor sum...aft knowing they r tokin on e fone...my heart realli hurts...he din cor mie at all...rch hm...bath den watch vcd...cried while watchin it...s its e last episode...s u all know..last episode is alwaes berri touching...aft watching...wanted to slp...told myself not to msg hiim...but duno why...wen i was trying to slp..tinking of him..i suddenly cry..so i msg hiim..n he cor back...tellin mie he will cor mi lata...i cry again aft hearing his voice...if e one u realli like is ah sum...go to her...dun cum find mie lerh..im realli berri tong ku...cus e one involved in us is my gud fwen...or should i sae...is i step into u 2 de...im e third party?duno oso larh...i hab told myself to giv up mani times...but wenever u cor mie...i hear ur voice...i cant give up lerhs...e hurt u gave mie...is more painful than e hurt steve gave mie...mayb i dun realli like steve barh...e feeling is not s deep s i lub euu...wen i cry..i tink of steve...i cor hiim...wen he ans...i sae hello...he ask mie hu m i.?i was so disappointed...n i jus hang up without saying a single word..aft dat i delete his num..dats all i wanna sae...
heart broken into pieces*
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