Friday, May 13, 2005 2:26 PM
ive thought it over....i should not b sad over him...should not b fan over him...wad matters mi now ish my study....mus not affect my studies cus of him!n he oso wont care how i feel...he r still happie s usual...so wad fer i sad over him ar...he wont know too.. since he ish so heartless....den let it b ba....i dun wish to care anythin now le...wad ish promises?ish jus sumthing dat ish meant to b broken....ask mie to trust euu...?i realli trust euu but this ish wad i get...i wont trust sumone so easily anymore....bullshit only!tok but no actions!believing euu ish e most wrong thing i ever done....but ive no regrets loving euu...u wan silent wit mie den up to euu lo...u cant hurt mie anymore....u r such a heartless CHAP/BASTARD! wan blame oso blame mie fer steping into a new r/s so quickly...ish like a big trap fer mie to go in lo...so i will remain single fer e time being...wad i sae now ish true de...will not step into any r/s anymore...now will jus concentrate in my studies....attachment ish startin...on e 20th of june...which ish dino's birthdae...sorrie worx...i may not celebrate ur birthdae wit euu n piggy...but present will hab de lahz... if i hab step into a new r/s oso will b aft this course ends...next week startin my exams.. gud luck to myself n all my fwens... jiayou~
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