Tuesday, May 17, 2005 2:30 PM
haiz...actualli my feelings fer him has not totally changed..e feelings can sae ish still quite deepz...dunno y he n i will end up like dis...a happie r/s becum like dis suddenly...b4 tis incident... we r quite gud de lo...hopin to mit him during e june holidae but i guess its impossible le ba...yesterdae while using e com...i was tinking of him... wondering y he treat mie tis wae?wondering does he still lub mie?i wan an ans!eu r e one i lub most...n alwaes will.. now i dun even knw r we still together...but no matter wad...it doesnt matter to mie anymore...s long s i lub eu can le...though dan lian ish berri xin ku...but e person ish eu...so i tink ish worth it... this r/s may turn out bad...but at least there ish happie memories...i tink of ur shyness wen we mit...i think eu r berri cute!e wae eu tok to mie ish so wen rou...n ur smile!simply lub ur smile...lub ur everything!mayb eu dun care whether m i still urs already...but jus wanna tell eu...im always urs n will alwayz b!i lub eu~my heart will alwaes wit eu...dun gib it backz tu mie...s im a dead person already...has died since e dae u leave my world,my life...!yong yuan ai zhe ni~
mayb ive think too muchie...jus received his msg...so mayb ish not over yet?hope so ba...lubing eu till e end!
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