Thursday, April 14, 2005 7:55 PM
hab been thinkiin alot these few daes...met him on e 9th of apr...aft dat mit...i dunch noe we becum more gud or bad..e feeling i hab ish berri strange lo...n always hab e fear dat i will lose him... hope my fear will not cum true ba...s i realli dun wish to lose him...hais...he told mie he wont leave mie...but...i jus cant stop thinkin lo..i alwayz anyhow tink de...hai...mani ppl ask mie dun think so much...but this bad pt of mine...cant b kicked....no choice la...jus hope we can last long...all i can do ish jus to hope...s i dun believe in promises anymore...anyway....i nid sum advices/opinion...on telling mie wad should i do?so...piggy...aft reading tis....pls gib mie ur advice...hai..dunch noe wad im tokin bout...dear...lub u foreber...~anyway...meixian...u should feel berri strange ba...y i like moody moody de...cus of tis lo...hai...
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